yet who can quit it anyway?
Feeling depressed recently.
Lack of motive power for research paper....and couldn't go to the free gig tonight ( really nice line-up...my heart was so broken)
Exist still rests on others' watching ( like my whispering here ) ; I didn't break through anything in the end.
Behind the gingerly guarded castle, I am nothing.
And my music really makes me fuck sad!!
